Life is a good , but I am also frustrated. At points I feel like I'm putting in time but not really enjoying myself. This bothers me on a number of levels.
1. I live in one of the wealthiest countries in the world, I have more than enough to eat, and more clothes than I could wear in weeks, I have an education, we own two vehicles and a computer, nevermind central heating, I'm married to a good man and I have two healthy, precious boys -compared to many in the world my life is luxurious and full of blessings.
2. I really do believe life is about choices and what you personally decide to make of it -so I should just decide to get on with living and make the most of it.
3. Is my unhappiness, well really more like a lack of satisfaction, something that can be solved? In one form or another I feel like I've struggled with this my whole life. WHAT THE HECK IS MY PROBLEM!?
Hmmm -sorry this wasn't supposed to be a downer post...the layout really is about the little things I can do to keep my spirits UP. Well. I feel like I'm being too honest in a public forum, but on the other hand maybe being "real" will produce its own kind of satisfaction.